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So about a year ago I started attending a yoga studio to get back in shape and things were going great. I even got a part-time job there to help offset the membership cost. All I had to do was come in once a week and clean for about 1 hour and a half and they would give you about a 40% discount on top of making 15/hr.
Lately, I’ve been having a sort of mental health crisis and couldn’t even muster the energy to come in for my scheduled shifts. I usually would notify the studio manager if I couldn’t make it but I even stopped doing that because I felt ashamed for calling out so much.
The thing is, although I haven’t been getting my bi-weekly pay (which is understandable), I still have my membership discount and no one has reached out asking me where I’ve been so I just continued to brush off my responsibilities.
The fuck up now though is that there is an in-person meeting tonight to go over new cleaning rules, etc. and of course I feel obligated to go. But, I’ve dug myself in this hole where I’m scared of what the people at the studios reaction will be once I show up tonight since Ive been gone for so long without a word. I’m sure 1 or 2 people will have noticed and say something to me.
I’m contemplating just skipping the training tonight but that’s essentially just burning that bridge right because they will definitely notice if Im not there tonight. Ive been so anxious about this all day and my stomach has been in knots. I clearly am at fault for just going radio silent but now I just don’t know what to do.
TL;DR: Skipped my yoga shifts and dug myself into a hole. I have a mandatory training tonight but now I’m frightened to attend.
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