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So, me(20m) live in my best friends(19f) place, tough situation, im grew up in a boarding school, no connection with my parents and got into the army half a year ago, i dont have a home because i used to live in my boarding school and i am kinda broke and because im in the army i cant work and only work on weekends.
Now to the situation at hand, since i live in her place for like half a year, some people asked me if she is my gf, to which i always answer no.
Since we are really close i dont mind much and feel comfortable to tell her anything that bothers me, i love her, but until now i didnt think of her romantically. A mutual friend (18f)of ours talked to me, and asked me what i think of my best friend, i told her that i love her, but not in the way she thinks, she is probably the most important person to me ever, i grew up without family, and she was there for me when i needed help and stuff..
She then told me that wants to test if im in love with my best friend, so she made me a quiz, she got to the conclusion that im in love with her.
And then told me that since we are so close, i may have a chance with her. Fast forward, my blood risen up and i was probably acting out of excitement, but i decided to try talking to my best friend and telling her i think i might be into her.
When i did it, i thought the conversation was going good, but a day after she just avoided me all day, she then avoided me for a whole week until she sent me a message and told me she is sorry and just needed some time, im fine with giving her whatever, i dont really care about an answer or going out with her, just to stay best friends, she is important to me, and maybe i was an idiot for trying to make it a relationship, but idk what to do now, we are talking now, and its fine, but it feels off and different....
Tbh just needed to vent...but still.
Tl;dr im stupid and idk how to explain shortly...
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