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God this is silly.
My little sister and I were supposed to return to campus today. i mean we ALWAYS come back together. for safety and other things. so for context our uni does this traditional thing, i won't specify for anonymity but its pretty wholesome. its kinda spontaneous too, as in you only hear about it the day of. and my sister is a freshman so she has never experienced it before but I've told her how it was last year in detail. so basically she has been looking forward to it all year.( yeah only happens at the end of the year)
so when she told me she isn't coming today i kinda got mad and for me it was sort of a rebellious moment of like "am not her shepherd, i won't stay home again just cause she doesn't wanna go". but my gut feeling was- and i mean sickeningly insistent on nagging her so i asked a couple of times. she refused which made my ego even more involved. she even asked if she can join me in drinking some fancy latté at some cafe right before i went and i said no. but maybe i could have convinced her when she came to go with me.
well anyway the thing happened today and i guess it didn't circulate as well as it did last year because no one heard about it until it was happening. anyway i feel sick to my stomach. she already takes FOMO much harder than most people do and i even called her in the middle so that she could virtually join in but i think it might have made things worse- i mean GOD the look on her face..
i have never been ballsy enough to ignore a gut feeling because imagine the regret if something dangerous happens but this sucks wayy more..
TL;DR: my sister was looking forward to a spontaneous annual university event. it happened today and she missed it because she stayed home and i ignored my gut feeling to drag her along.
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