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I am currently in my final year of highschool, Canada, over the years I’ve connected with a few girls but it never surpassed the talking stage. A few weeks ago an exchange student from Germany switched to my class, from the advanced program (she wasn’t great in French). From the moment I saw her, I thought she was beautiful and I had to talk to her. Throughout the week we had time to get to know eachother, I was the only one to befriend her, I made her laugh, and I talked to her like she wasn’t just a German exchange student, but a person. Monday I took her out to lunch and I can comfortably say we really hit it off. She told me afterwards that due to circumstances beyond her control she was forced to move about an hour away and change schools starting Friday. I found out Monday, it hit me Tuesday, today (Wednesday) school was cancelled and Friday is a day off. This leaves us one day, she asked me for lunch tomorrow. I just don’t know how to deal with this, it feels like I’ve been waiting my whole life for someone compatible with me, felt like it’d never come, and finally I gained confidence in myself and spoke to a girl like she was an actual person and not a goal, and we had chemistry. I’ve been worried for years about the future, high schools almost over for the rest of my life, prom is approaching, grad, etc. for once it felt like I didn’t need to worry about any of this, because I had someone to go through this with me. I was ready to accept that she would leave for Germany in June, and I’d never see her again, but tomorrow…why tomorrow… why does this happen to me? It’s tearing me apart.
TL;DR I connected really well with an exchange student and now she’s leaving tomorrow, way ahead of schedule, I don’t know how to wrap my head around it.
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