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This is probably gonna sound dumb and if there is a better place to make this post let me know. I just wanted to get this off my chest and see if anyone had some advice.
A couple months ago I met this amazing girl due to a college program and we hit it off. We became great friends and in all honesty she was my type but I thought nothing would ever happen between us so I thought we could just hang out and chill. Over time I feel like I kept falling harder and harder but I kept trying to convince myself to get over it. Until about a month ago when I blurted it out that I had feelings for her, and the worst part is that she didn’t really reject me.
She admitted she was kinda into me as well but she wasn’t in the mindset of dating rn so I tried to play it cool. We started hanging out more and I realize we kinda started to act like a couple. During all this there are a ton of guys just throwing themselves at her. When I say this girl is the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen I am making the understatement of the year. Drama kept piling up with all the guys trying to shoot their shot and she got kinda overwhelmed.
This all comes to a head today. She told me we needed to talk and instantly I knew it wasn’t gonna be a great ending. She explained how she wasn’t ready for a relationship but ended it in saying she’d maybe think about it jn the future. Now I’m scared of losing my best friend. I wish I’d never fallen for her. I wish I could stop thinking about her this way. Sometimes I wish she said there was never gonna be a chance so I’d atleast not be thinking about the fact that maybe someday we will end up together. This girl has everything I’m looking for and I thoight I had everything she wanted but I guess only time will tell. Sorry for any spelling errors, english isn’t my first la guge and I am on mobile.
TL;DR I got too emotionally invested in a girl and now I’m scared of losing the friendship.
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