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TIFU realizing I missed a ton of deadlines because of my climbing level of procrastination

I've just had a whole week off for holiday. Prior to this week, I planned ahead a lot of things in my mind of what to do during the holiday, and most of it was completing all the deadlines and goals that didn't finish because of my procrastination. Then, somehow, I even procrastinated writing down the deadlines I had and scheduled my week, then ended up doing bs the whole week and missed all the f-ing deadlines now. My level of procrastination has never been this high. Previously, I might procrastinated doing something but I always planned the deadlines ahead of time and managed to do them on time with good results. However, this time, I realized I really f***ed up my life by procrastinating everything. In all those times, I have always known that I was procrastinating too much but I just ignored it and acted irresponsibly just because I got good results in the end, but I hope today will be the last day this happens. I am writing this down hoping I can face how f***ed I am and have the motivation to change, but I am also scared that I will then procrastinate changing.

Hey future me, if you are reading this, I hope you are already better, not procrastinating anymore.

TL;DR: My level of procrastination just keeps rising, I procrastinated scheduling what to do during my holiday and missed a ton of deadlines. Now I'm fucked up. I hope my future me faces the truth that I am procrastinating too much and stop fucking up things like I am right now.

Edit: I am writing this as a way to scold myself, and I am so disappointed realizing that now, as I am writing this, I also procrastinated my studying...

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