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so i met my long distance bf after a really long time. We were planning on having sex after a few drinks, but i blacked out as soon as we started. I didn’t even drink too much and i was so confused after i realised what had happened but i got to know that antidepressants lower your tolerance and i started them recently so maybe thats what happened? but i feel like i fucked our much awaited moment up by being stupid and irresponsible. we dont know when we’ll be able to meet next and i feel so shitty cause i dont remember anything i feel like i didn’t spend time w him at all. on the other hand its also very scary knowing i was enaging w him sexually while i was blacked out and i have no idea what we did. this sucks idk how to deal w this.
edit: by blackout i mean i had alcohol induced amnesia, i didn’t pass out, i just have no memory of our time together at all, there is like a gap in my memory, i realised that after a few hours when we were leaving and i realised how much time had passed.
TL;DR: didn’t know antids lower your tolerance, drank w long distance bf before having sex, blacked out dont remember anything, feel like i fucked up the moment we were waiting for since months.
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