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So I F20 f up tonight by greening out while out with my boyfriend on a Friday night. Now for context I have been smoking weed for about 3 years now but since dating my boyfriend (2years) I don’t do it as much since he does not smoke or do any kind of weed and since I hang out with him most of the time I just don’t do it as much. Because of this since we were going out anyways to meet some friends I thought I’d get myself a cutesy joint to smoke while my boyfriend gets to drink. For context this joint was only 1gram sativa. I smoked half of it in the parking lot at like 10pm and me and my boyfriend being the little piggies we are went to get some food before meeting up with friends. While walking to this restaurant I start feeling the buzz nothing too crazy and enjoying it so far. Once we get to the restaurant we order our food and wait. As we’re waiting I’m starting to feel it increasingly more and I started to panic. Now I’ve never had a bad experience with weed. I’ve had close calls but always been able to ground myself before throwing up or ripping my hair out. This time though was different. I immediately started to panic and told my boyfriend I needed to get out of there I’m freaking out and I did too much. I was pleading to go home trying not to throw up and acting so paranoid like the feds were chasing me. I end up going outside while my bf waits for the food still while I try to calm myself down. So we are currently in the downtown area of my town where there’s usually many homeless people out on the streets under some kind of influence. Me freaking out I sit on the ground with my face in my hands trying to breathe a certain way so I don’t throw up. MEANWHILE every single person who walked by me was ridiculing me as if I was just some homeless person on the streets having a freak out. Comments like “Ouu you over did it gurlll” and many “oh my god look at that chick” and just laughing while pointing. After a few minutes go by and a dozen comments from people later, I was brought back to reality. I was no longer freaking out. I got up and went to join my boyfriend inside still waiting for our food. The rest of the night I was ok and had a pretty chill high tho! But now I’m reflecting on the comments people gave me and am super disappointed in people’s response to someone clearly in distress. I urge everybody to keep comments to yourself or even ask if someone’s okay. Choose kindness ❤️
TLDR: accidentally got too high and cosplayed as a tweaker 💔
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