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I went out drinking with my coworkers and ended up having sex with one of them, that alone wouldn't be that bad, I don't mind casual sex, BUT: - all I remember from our intercourse are just short glimpses, since I was drunk off my ass, so i don't really know how did it start what did I say or do, nothing, in the morning we just woke up got dressed and left home like normal, he didn't say anything bad, but it doesn't necessarily mean that nothing bad happened - I don't really know him as a person, idk if he'll go blabbing about it to everyone we work with or will he keep it to himself? If he decides to share, will it be just "oh yeah we fucked" or will he go in detail about the things I've done (which is especially scary because, as I already mentioned, I do not remember what I did so I can't tell if I embarrassed myself or not) - if people know, will they treat me differently, will they be mean? I really don't mind them knowing I'm just scared of the reactions I may get
with all that I'm just really anxious and scared and just needed to get it off my chest so hopefully I won't think about it that much anymore.
What's keeping me going is the fact that I'm moving in a couple of months, so even if, worst case scenario, I embarrassed myself humongously and he told everyone about it, I'll have to deal with the aftermath of it for only some months, after which I'll move far away and hopefully forget all about it. Although I really hope that won't be the case and I can continue working normally.
The funny thing is, before going out I looked in the mirror and told myself NOT to fuck a coworker, but I guess drunk me had diffrent plans. Let this serve as a reminder to know your limits and not drink too much
TL;DR: I fucked my coworker while very drunk, now I'm scared of the consequences since I didn't plan that
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