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Welp.... I bring unfortunate news.
In my last post, I had updated by saying that I was following what someone suggested and getting in touch with the VA.
Which was a great idea! They had a cameo! I paid the extra fee to get it express done within 24 hours!
24 hours has come and gone.... let's just say I better get my fucking money back.
So I was going to go back to plan A:
Giving appropriate apologies since things cooled down.
Come to find out.... I'm blocked. Which... sure did sting. I had hoped that we could have at least talked about it.... but I suppose I'm not entitled to her time.
I really didn't think something like that would do this much damage, else I never would have done it. But oh well, not much I can do about it now.
I suppose all I can really do now is maybe hope that she's just want to take some time away from me before talking about it, but I guess that's wishful thinking.
I had taken note though that she unfollowed me on Twitter but she didn't block me. So that's why I'm holding on to hope that she wants to talk eventually. That has to be her choice, not mine. So I'm not going to DM her on twitter.
Getting that message from that VA sure likely would have helped, buuuuuuut fuck me >:(
So I guess the best I can do now is maybe talk to a mutual friend to let her know how sorry I am and then just leave her alone and let HER decide if she ever wans anything to do with me without any extra intrusion beyond that.
Her having any more involvement with me has to be HER decision. I can't force her, and I'm not going to try. I think I've done enough.
The prank would have been funny in my personal friend group, but I should have realized that different friends have different boundaries. What would have been funny in my friend group likely wouldn't be funny to her.
Not to make this about me or to throw a pity party for myself, but I don't have many friends :(
It's just... depressing how quickly this all happened. So little communication. Absolutely zero chance to make it right. But I suppose I'm not entitled to that chance I guess.
Realistically, even if I did nothing to her and she had just decided she doesn't want anything to do with me, who am I to say otherwise?
TL;DR title story happened, friend is super upset to the point of immediately blocking me. Fuck why am I like this
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