TIFU by bullying my crush for being a furry.

Using my older friend’s throwaway account because I don’t want anyone else besides her to know what I did and I have a lot of my friends on my main Reddit. She the only one I told.

To make a long story short I 22m have a crush on this girl 18f (let’s call her kiko) on my campus.

We met in this stats class and she is drop dead beautiful like she makes other girls look grotesque in comparison. She could easily be a model if she wanted to. She was exactly my type. Mixed, slim body flat stomach full lips shiny bouncy skin and her hair was like insanely log and silky. She had the biggest eyes like an anime person and she almost looked like a doll. Her personality was so chill yet goofy. She was probably the only person who could make me laugh and she was a streamer for a short period of time too.

Me and her def had a thing going on but I made sure to respect her boundaries and take my time. But I heard from one of her friends that she was attracted to me so I for sure had a chance.

Our college stats class has a discord for studying and copying each others homework etc.The class has like a good portion of people so it makes no sense to bother knowing who was who but there was this one account that interacted with me a lot and would often try to help or correct me on certain parts of the chapters or class work. And I didn’t think it was her. Her profile picture was of one of those furries. It looked like some sort of cringey anime fox with pointy ears.

I was getting sick and tired of them being a know it all and correcting me when I didn’t ask so every time she would comment I’d be like “ok furry” “whatever furry” or one time they really got on my nerves so I said something along the lines of “stats advice from a zoophile dog fucker” which got a few positive or laughing reactions from other people in my class that also though furries were cringe. I knew kiko was in the discord but I guess I wasn’t close enough to ask her for her discord so I didn’t know which account was hers. We were aquatinted in class and would flirt a little here and there and were slowly getting closer and I was trying to work up the courage to talk to her outside of class. But suddenly she started getting distant.

As she started getting distant that damn furry account started correcting me less and it made me realize that the know it all correcting and lectures from this discord furry were very similar to that of when my crush would help me on certain stats problems when I didn’t ask, just to be closer to or to flirt with me. And I really liked when she did that. I assumed her being distant was because she wasn’t feeling well so I recently decided to show up to class early so I could sit next to her and as I sat down I noticed her drawing that same cringey ass fox. And it clicked that the furry discord account was hers

I honestly still can’t grasp how such a cute and attractive girl could be a damn furry but it finally clicked as to why she was so distant.honestly she was such a cool and attractive girl and she was into the same hobbies and video games that I liked so obviously not all furries are that bad but that fact that I realized that it was her who I bullied made me feel like shit. Then this other guy sat next to her and started complementing her art and asked her about furries and I felt like a third wheel watching them bond like that. I realized I lost my crush to this guy cause the way she was taking to him was similar to how we used to flirt. Like watching her info dump on this guy the way she used to do to me really made my sick to my stomach.

I hate to be dramatic and say se was the one that got away but it’s Not often a woman THAT attractive takes a liking to me. And my friend (the one who owns this account dint really take much pity on me. She told me this was a good way to vent and get clarity on the issue that I wouldn’t otherwise be able to tell my friends without looking like a dickhead so here I am. I fucked up.

TLDR: I accidentally bullied my crush on discord for being a furry not knowing that the account was hers and now she’s scared of me.