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My girlfriend and I have been together for 9 months or so and things have been up and down but I love her a lot and she loves me a lot. We’re both 20 and she’s had a lot more experience sexually than I have and this has always bothered me but besides that we have a pretty good relationship.
We’ve talked about our pasts and she’s had some pretty bad experiences that caused her to kind of go off the rails up until we met. She’s all in on me and I’m all in on her and she’s expressed a lot of regret about her past choices and I’ve tried to be as understanding as possible but I’ve always had some insecurity regarding it.
Well anyways last night I was on her laptop and saw her photos were linked to it and I stupidly clicked on it and started going through them. Don’t need anyone telling me that it was dumb and an invasion of privacy because I really realize that now and I will never be going through any of her stuff again.
Anyways I ended up seeing a lot of shit. Clicked on a folder that was just like dozens of dick pics and sex videos of her with past hookups and a lot of other shit that I didn’t make out very good but I kind of got the point of the folder. I didn’t sit there and go through them but I kind of just froze up for like 10 seconds and took it all in before closing out of the laptop and slamming it shut.
I haven’t talked to her about it at all but I feel genuinely sick to my stomach I feel so shitty right now. I might have really fucked up because it’s hard for me to look at her the same right now and I feel awful about it but I don’t really know what to do about it.
TL;DR: Saw a lot of explicit photos on my girlfriend’s laptop and now I wanna jump off a bridge 🥲
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