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Now we had our occasional fights but I never crossed the line with actually calling her names like that.
But to be fair, I kinda saw this happening because I've been stressing out a lot and everything was already getting really annoying to me: people, conversations, answering to their never-ending questions. I've had history of incidents happening out of my anger issue before and mom was also not in the mood that day, after another argument now with her own mother.
The reason why I even started it was because she thought that I consumed some pills I was on before the meal while they were supposed to be consumed afterwards. I was angry cause she started outright accusing me and not even giving me break, not giving me any time to explain myself when in fact, I did not consume those pills. I was just getting them ready for the time I'm done with the meal but she didn't understand it.
That was the part where I could have just easily eased the situation but nope, I snap and out of nowhere, call her a cunt. For a second, I didn't even realize what I said until it wasn't late:
Her scream got louder and she grabbed me by the hair. I scratched her arm and bit it, tried to leave the room. For the rest of the day, I sat in my own.
In the evening, she comes to me and says: "You'll apologize right now, bitch". Which I did. Because first of all, that was not our first time fighting, however I really crossed the line. I never even sweared in front of her before. Second of all, I should have known better cause she's much stronger than me and how I'm not the only one with anger issues...
That was one way to ruin a day.
TL;DR: I went too far by cussing out my mom and feel sorry for it.
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