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TIFU my life

I have been in a terrible headspace for almost 4 decades. I'm finally coming out of it and realizing just how much I've f'ed up my life and relationships with friends and family. I've seriously been in a bad space since at least junior year of highschool. I was working for a shitty company doing a shitty job xand basically blamed everyone but myself. Graduating didn't help cause I stayed in my parents house doing the same job till I was 23. I pushed friends away if they didn't do what I wanted to do I was generally an ass. I was basically working full time and spending all my money on magic cards. At 23 I met my wife then shortly after asking her out I completely fucked up my ankle. She took care of me the entire time and all I did was shit on her. I was constantly angry and I worsened my wife's trauma and anxiety. I was mad at the world and took advantage of everything I possibly could. Never my fault always someone else. I finally snapped back into reality fairly recently and looking at all the scorches early and burnt bridges and still I was blaming all of my personal issues onto my wife. The one person I was supposed to never do that to and I hurt her completely. Even though I promised I'd be better I was still doing bad habits. We aren't separating but I've got a lot of healing and a ton of apologies to make. S I love you and I'm sorry for all of the horrible crap I've put you through.

TLDR: I've screwed up badly but am going to do better

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